Growing Princess

9/25/09

Today my little princess face

made the "big" 6 months :)

I say this with a big big smile and lot of joy!

The past six months have been the most life changing months of my life. I feel as if i'm not even in the same place or have the same thoughts nor do i worry about the things that once filled my mind. I can really say that now the things i "worry" about really do have some meaning or importance behind them. All day my mind is filled with "Did Coraline eat?" , "what time did Coraline eat?", "What did i do with the notebook i wrote Coraline's feeding time in ?" and on and on... I think the one that i worry about the most is "Did i give Coraline her eye drop?" "Yes, i did " "wait! did i?" "YES!! Kristin you did !!" Yes, people i really talk to myself and anwser myself like this! Although at this time my j*o*b is taking care of our daughter i feel so busy all the time... and it's only one child! Although i am a lot more busy in my day i would say i have a lot more joy as well! Coraline makes me smile so much and she is at a point now that she is learning new things. I can sit and watch her try to fingure things out and she just blows my mind away everyday she is doing something new! My once 5 pounds 15 ounces baby girl is now almost 14 pounds :) I'm loving this time with my daughter and so thankful that Nikki and I were able to work out things so i could stay home with her for right now. I feel like it has been worth every cut back we have had to make. Since Coraline as been born her eye has cleared so much and i give God all the praise!!! I'm so thankful for all of my family who help us out so much and or such a major part of our daughters lif! I'm feel blessed to have such a beautiful and happy baby girl ! God knew what he was doing when he put Coraline in our lives and i'm so thankful he did! I have learn so much about myself and who i would like to be but most important who i want my daughter to know me as. I strongly believe that how i represent myself infront of my daughter will affect her life and how she feel about her self as a girl,teen,and then a women herself oneday. I want my daughter to see me as Godly,strong,loving,suppotive,the list goes on and i want her to see these things in me so she will learn to feel that way about herself. I want to teach her that beauty is from the heart and how you treat people. I know i said that in one of my other blogs i guess that's because i really feel strongly about this. One of my fears is that Coraline will not love who she is because of her having Peters Anomaly. I just want to teach her that it doesn't change who she is in her heart and it doesn't make her who she is. <3