Birthday Blog

Let's start off with a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! to me :)

it's my birthdayyayyyy

I love my birthday!!! i know some people who hate there birthday aka my husband but i don't understand how you can "hate" the date you were born on.

I love my life and i love me so this day is just blessed to me.

I really wanted to share what i have learn and gone through in this last years as you must already know i have had many ups and downs this last year.

This year has been the best by far maybe it's because i gave birth to who think is the most beautiful baby girl :) From the second i seen her little face my life was changed forever.. i was IN LOVE!!! now i know you may be thinking" your life was changed when you found out you were preggers!!" and yes, it was but i would say that i felt the connection to Coraline while being pregnant like i did the day she was born.. i was so sick while pregnant and just it was horrible even though i would do it all over again for Coraline. Being a mother has changed me!!! I love Coraline so deeply like i have never loved before... and i even love my husband so much more it's so different than it was before.. it's so much better :) I know now that I and everyone in my life will change it's life and it's good to grow and change and become different ... Even thought some people don't think I'm a better person now I do. I may not be as outgoing as i would like but God and I are working on that. Change is just a part of life and it's better to embrace it than run away from it  because it will always be there ..

When I was 15 i would have never in my life thought that by the young age of 22years i would have been married over two years and have a 8 1/2 month old baby. I love where my life is and i still think that marring Nikki at 19 was the best thing i have done but now i add to that having Coraline at 21 :) Growing up i was NOT the girl who dreamed of her wedding and having a family.. i just didn't do that ... i was just worried about being a kid ..lol...
Even when Nikki and i stared dating at such a young age i didn't really think i would end up spending the rest of my life with him. .. but i am ... I'm not that girl anymore..
I would hope to be called a women of God!
In this last year i found out just how strong I really was and I'm not going to go into this a whole lot just because it's a
lot of blah blah blah haha!
But I know that with God i can DO ANYTHING!
when God is by my side I'm the best person I can be :)
I just know how blessed I am to have the amazing family I have
To be able to worship and Love God!!!!
To be a mother:)
and a wife.
and as i grow older and change more i hope to change many lives and to teach people that it was the grace of God in my life that has gotten my through each day.
I am Thankful that I am LOVED!
xoxo
Kristin :)