just wanna have fun%

So as a new mother i tend to freak out about most things..

i read updates on everything and I'm

always on google finding out what is or isn't safe for baby.

That's just me! I don't like strangers touching Coraline

i don't like gremy things!!!

i don't feed Coraline just anything for fear of reaction

I have never done this before and this is just me

finding out what i as a mother think is right for my child.

I sometimes feel like my family thinks i over react

and really that just hurts me.

It would be nice if in somethings i can just calm down and let it be

just have fun and not worry about the what ifs

and in other ways i wish people would just be like okay

Coraline is her child and i respect her choices as a mother.

This morning when i woke up i spent some time with God and just really

prayed my heart out on this matter because it don't want to be looked at as uptight

i wanna have fun and let things go

but at the same time i want to be respected and understood.

me writing this is me letting this matter go.

I'm going to try to lighten up a bit but still be me and do what I feel is right.

anyways look what this little monster cutie pie is up to...

she is starting to find things to help her stand up

like such a bug girl

My beautiful girl

with sweet potatoes on her face :)

this was at her Uncle Rikki and Aunt Angel Wedding

last Saturday ...

She's so sweet!

So at the end of the day i know in my heart I'm blessed

and i only do what i do because this little girl is

my whole heart.

I love my sweet Coraline!